Saturday, 11 August 2012
FOOLED ??You know what hurts me so much ? It's when someone made you special yesterday but makes you feel like you are nobody today. That's painful, isn't it ? Why can't people understand that and keep on repeating silly mistakes ?
Leave my soul without regret,
Leave the pain within my heart,
Heal the wounds with your touch no more,
I guess it's time for you to die,
Goodbye little bird,
For you won't fly...
I know that giving up doesn't always mean that I'm weak, but I'm strong enough to let it go and face it.
To people out there, please appreciate human beings (especially the one you care & love) when they are still alive. There's no point of crying and regretting when they are no more.
*This post is not aimed at anyone*
Thursday, 3 May 2012
DID I HURT YOUR FEELINGS ?
I didn’t mean to hurt you...
I'm posting up this for someone who is very close to me...... and I hope that particular person will read this. Please forgive me for what I've done all this while. I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you but I want to you to realize how precious are you to me. I know.... lately things are going very badly and I want you to know that the reason is not only me but YOU too ! I'm not accusing you but please accept this fact. Let's turn back see........ rewind all the things that happened in the past. Did you do everything just to make me jealous ? OR it's just part of your life ? Your each and every behaviour made me to shed my tears. I'm really confused with your opinion on me. What's on your mind actually ? You end up scolding me if I don't want to obey your rules. I'll definitely obey you if it's something right. I know..... you have rights on me but not to this extend. I want to spend all day long with you, wana cry out aloud and let you know my feelings but anyhow, all this not going happen.
Possessed a pastoral personality,
To my blind sight,
Thou looked winsome....
Scission is nearing me,
As I couldn't digest this....
I tried to vivify,
But I failed,
Although lei was given a caveat,
Lei still crossing the boundaries,
I feel uncouth !
I'm deprived of strength,
Crying out aloud with decisiveness....
I created this by my own... And you know that, don't you ? I still unable to understand you. Who am I actually ? I'm no one..... I'm just like others to you, right ? I know that already but I just don't want to make that as a big issue. After all, who am I to you, right ? There's no point of questioning and I don't want to do so. Just let the bygones be bygones.
If you're reading this, I just want you to know that I miss you. You do mean a lot to me. You're the one and only person whom I will share all my feelings; sorrowfulness,sadness, happiness and everything. I do allocate my precious time especially for you, can't you understand ?
Forgive me for liking you too much
I'll forgive you for not liking me too much.....
Tuesday, 1 May 2012
~We are meant for each other~
This idea just came across my mind last year.... And I'm excited about it ! Okay, now allow me to share it to you.
I prefer something romantic & maybe that's the reason why I chose for a wedding on a cruise. I've been dreaming to go for a trip on a cruise for such a long time. But I'm still waiting for someone special to bring me..... Eeerr... Oopssy ! that's too early, I guess ??
Departure: Penang Island Departure: Singapore
My wedding ceremony will be held for about 4 to 5 hours, which includes rituals and dinner for the guests. The cruise will fetch the bride, bridegroom & guests from Penang at 4pm. From Penang, the cruise will travel to Singapore. (I don't have any ideas on how long it takes to reach there). On the way, we'll conduct the ceremony, starting from 'nallungu'.
I'll dress up like this :
My macho husband will dress up like this :
Next, the thaali tying ceremony :
Later, the wedding dinner will be held. And there's special attire for this occasion too. Next, we'll dance together and rock the floor !!!
So, what's next ???